stoned-on-starvation

https://seducedbylawliet.deviantart.com/ i had to make a new one because i really hated my username on the first account i made.... and i decided i'm only posting GOOD stuff on this account.... no more random half-finished-and-then-abandoned crap i do while i'm high and then lose the motivation for after my weed runs out... because i QUIT SMOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....well, really idk about forever.... but for a while at least. maybe hell will freeze over and my boyfriend will decide it's ok for me to smoke again at some point in the future, and that it's not punishable by break-up. but until the

i've decided that i have outgrown drugs. including alcohol. i was so deep into drugs they almost cost me the most important relationships in my life; my boyfriend and my family. i haven't used since january 26th, and i intend to stay clean and sober the rest of my life, one day at a time. i'm so GRATEFUL now, for everything i have: my boyfriend mark, a warm home to live in, a family who loves and cares for me, NA meetings, sobriety, a sponsor, prospective art commissions, food, clothing, and the ability to just get high on life like i used to. for the longest time i thought i needed drugs to find my inspiration, when in reality the drugs were

i want to make a trade. half my remaining life for my current body weight in weed.